Thursday, November 26, 2009

Thankful For...

*my amazing husband...I'm so glad I found you

*my healthy, loving, supportive family...I love you all so much

*my awesome dogs...I truly couldn't live without them

*great friends...friends who've been there for me through everything that's happened this year

*a super cool small group...these couples have become our best friends

*my house...plenty of room and just my style

*that we have enough

*my job...despite the stressful days, I'm so blessed to do what I do

*Christmas music...even if everyone else thinks its too early :)

*health...and the good health of everyone I love

*my warm bed...so simple, but I look forward to it every night

*what's to come in 2010...can't wait!!!!!!


*my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ...He gives my life and trials meaning, He's gotten me through this terribly difficult year, and He's slowly teaching me to trust Him more.


Happy Thanksgiving!

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Romans 8:38-39

You know how you can hear a verse so many times that it becomes normal and you're more concerned with remembering the words than taking away the meaning? My devotional today from the book Hope by Nancy Guthrie had a really great take on Romans 8:38-39:

"For I am convinced that neither death nor life [not cancer, a car accident, crime, or calamity], neither angels nor demons [not evil in the media or crazed psychopaths], neither the present nor the future [not any current crisis or any tragedy that may be in my future], nor any powers [not a demanding boss, a cruel dictator, or a blood-thirsty terrorist], neither height nor depth [not winning the lottery or losing my life savings], nor anything else in all creation [not a hole in the ozone, a forest fire or a hurricane, a hungry shark or a killer bee] will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord."

Monday, November 23, 2009

New Moon Day!

Well Friday was a holiday for us. We blocked off the whole day at the studio so we wouldn't have any clients. We caved and worked in the morning, but then we went to lunch (at the Anchor for their sweet potato fries, yum), and came back to the studio to watch TWILIGHT before the release of the new one that evening.

But let me back up. Lindsey got us shirts to wear. They were of the subtle variety, so if you don't get it, well, deal. :)




Then at lunch, I was texting Adam to try to convince him to go to Sumo for dinner before the show with all our Twilight peeps. Yes, I have Adam's school picture stuck to the back of my phone.

Then we came back the studio to watch Twilight.


That evening, we met up with some other die-hards at Sumo, but Adam and I held out on the sushi because we wanted THEATER FOOD. Yum. I had a little miso soup as an appetizer, I will admit. This is the group (minus us because we left early to order food at the theater) outside Sumo.

Adam and I in our BALCONY seats at the theater. It looks like we're in love and holding hands, but don't be fooled. I was trying to hold him back from doing something dumb to ruin the photo.
The gals! I have to admit that I was the one who started the phenomenon among these ladies. It's fine guys, you can send me your fan mail later. Lindsey, me, Michelle, Kendra.
And the boys. Shawn, not sure, Howie, Chris, Adam.

The movie was AWESOME by the way. It was my least favorite book of the series, you know, since Edward wasn't in it much, but the movie was so good. Adam liked it too...better than the first movie for sure. I'd love to see it again, and can't wait for Eclipse to come out in June!

Thanks to Lindsey for all the photos, I stole them off her facebook. :)

Friday, November 20, 2009

Show Us Your Life - PETS

Kelly's Korner blog does a "Show Us Your Life" post every Friday, and they're always fun to look at, but I usually don't participate. Until today! Of course I had to jump on the opportunity to talk about my baby puppies some more. :)



This is Diesel, as many of you know. He was my first baby. Before him, I would've considered myself a dog person, but not as whole-heartedly as I do now. Here's his story.

The year before Adam and I got married, I moved to Wichita from Manhattan, where I'd been attending K-State. I rented a little studio apartment because I wanted to live by myself after I'd just gotten done rooming with 4 other girls in college. It was lonely! I think I had only been living there a few days because it was around my birthday - the end of May, the end of my sophomore year in college. So I had just finished up school for the year and moved to Wichita. I was at my apartment one evening, showering, eating, who knows what, and I got a knock at the front door. I remember having wet hair. Random. Anyway, it wasn't quite my birthday, so I opened the door, and when it was Adam, I was like hey, come in. Well, instead of coming in, he brought his hand (which had been behind his back) out and nestled in his palm was the tiniest little furry dog I'd ever seen.

He was SO soft and SO cute. He weighed less than a pound, so I had to feed him off of flat surfaces and soften his food with warm water. We put some of my old t-shirts in a crate so that he would get used to my smell, but he'd escape through the tiny holes in the crate and I wouldn't be able to find him. He would scream when I would hold him, like he hated me. I lived on the 3rd floor of my apartment building, so I had to carry him downstairs, past the pool, across the parking lot to potty, even in the middle of the night.

He finally warmed up to me, started sleeping in my bed, graduated to a real dog dish, and the day he mastered the stairs was colossal! He's moved with me from that tiny apartment to my and Adam's first house after we were married, and now to our home we live in now. He's the perfect little dog and I love him so much! He's 4 and a half and I keep wishing he would stop aging because I need him to be around forever!

Next up is the big guy, Axl.

Adam got the idea in his head soon after we were married that he wanted a Doberman. I think there had been a parent at the school he was student teaching at that had one and he loved the look of him. My friend Jacque had recently gotten a Doberman, so we got in touch with the breeder she'd used, and it turned out they'd had a litter at the end of May. I believe it was the end of June (we were married in the beginning of June) that we went out to Rose Hill to visit the Doberman puppies. They were SO cute! They were black and had gigantic paws and big floppy ears. We took Diesel with us to see how he would get along with them, I think I had an idea that he would choose one to love and that would be the one we'd take home with us.

Diesel HATED them all. He would freak out when we would force him to be close to them. So that plan failed. The puppies were still too young to be taken from their mama, so we came back a few weeks later to pick out our new puppy. We were playing with the ones that were left, and the one that ended up being our Axl kept putting both his paws around my neck when I would hold him. I knew that was going to be my baby. So we paid, signed the papers, and took our baby home.

He SCREAMED the entire car ride home. We were even stopped by an impossibly long train, and he just wouldn't shut up. Wow, was he annoying. Come to think of it, he still is.

We had a hard time naming Axl. I believe he was Oscar, Mac, and Radar at different times.

Axl was smaller than Diesel for a very, very short amount of time. During that time, Diesel wanted nothing to do with him, and was so mean to him. He would snap at Axl at the drop of a hat. Axl was the most awkward teenager dog ever. He had the longest legs, hugest paws, and floppiest ears. Cropping his ears was the hugest ordeal ever and made me question if I'd ever get another Doberman.


When people are around, Axl is the most annoying dog ever. I'll admit it.

But when it's just us, I couldn't ask for a more cuddly, cute, big hunk o' dog to use as a pillow or to cuddle with when I'm having a bad day. He likes to give kisses on the mouth, and his favorite thing is chasing squirrels. Our life wouldn't be complete without him!


They love each other now. See? :)

Monday, November 9, 2009

Glory Baby

Our little one would've been here in a month. As my due date approaches, it's hard not to struggle with feelings of how unfair it all is. I was supposed to be a mom on December 8. My baby would've been here in such a short time.

But I have to remember how much better off she is right now.

I first heard this song at Cora's funeral, and it was so touching. I was reminded of it today in one of my devotionals and thought I'd share it.

"Glory baby you slipped away as fast as we could say baby…baby..
You were growing, what happened dear?
You disappeared on us baby…baby..
Heaven will hold you before we do
Heaven will keep you safe until we’re home with you…
Until we’re home with you…
Miss you everyday
Miss you in every way
But we know there’s a
day when we will hold you
We will hold you
You’ll kiss our tears away
When we’re home to stay
Can’t wait for the day when we will see you
We will see you
But baby let sweet Jesus hold you
‘till mom and dad can hold you…
You’ll just have heaven before we do
You’ll just have heaven before we do
Sweet little babies, it’s hard to
understand it ‘cause we’re hurting
We are hurting
But there is healing
And we know we’re stronger people through the growing
And in knowing-
That all things work together for our good
And God works His purposes just like He said He would…
Just like He said He would…
I can’t imagine heaven’s lullabies
and what they must sound like
But I will rest in knowing, heaven is your home
And it’s all you’ll ever know…all you’ll ever know…"

-"Glory Baby" by Watermark

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Adam's Birthday

Adam's birthday was AWESOME. For some reason, he decided to act like it was my birthday. We hadn't made definite plans for the evening other than dinner and maybe a movie. Well, he had meetings all day, so he had an extra long lunch and dropped by the studio to deliver flowers and a card. He said he was in a hurry so he gave me a kiss and left.

I opened the card, and it said something along the lines of "be at the house, ready and dressed up by 5:30. We'll go out to a restaurant of your choice and after that, we'll have a WICKED good time."

I'd been bugging him that I wanted to go see Wicked ever since I heard it was coming to town, but tickets were expensive so he kept saying no. Well guess what? We went!

We started off the evening with dinner at Johnny Carino's, which was amazing. The only time we've ever eaten there was the night we got engaged, so it's extra special. Sadly, the only photo I took during the evening occurred at supper.
Sexy.

Anywhay...(that wasn't a typo, please pronounce as spelled), after dinner we drove to Century II, only to realize we'd left the tickets at home. So we quickly sped home and back to the theatre.

Wicked was so good! I'd definitely see it again. And recommend it to everyone. I hope they come out with a movie soon. It was crazy because our programs said that the role of Elphaba was being played by the understudy, but she sang AMAZINGLY. The special effects were really cool and the songs were so fun. Plus there was humor thrown in and the actress playing Glinda was super funny.

I was exhausted by the time it was over and ready for bed, but it was such a good night. Thanks for being awesome on your birthday, Adam. Love you. :)

Thursday, November 5, 2009

26

Happy Birthday to my amazing husband. I love you so much!